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Women And Children First

by Heroes Die Too

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1.
In real life 02:32
Don't you think the director of this life should be John Carpenter? Swim if you can, fight against the cramps would you give up? your eyes, they say your life's such a big stake Life, it scares, I know a horror movie you already paid for Doesn't make sense to close your eyes 'cause it's right the best part you are missing Doesn't make sense to close your eyes just the best fuckin part you are missing Your legs are bound with something on your trails, would you give up? your eyes, they say your life, such a big stake to give up Won't be the last time I fall but I can't stop bleeding Won't be the last time I sink and I can't stop breathing Shore is always far (believe me) shore is always far (believe me) Shore is always far (believe me) motherfucking far Try to run (escape the umpteenth bite to your neck) as fast as you can (escape the umpteenth blade to your back) Life's fucking umpteenth attempt, world's fucking umpteenth attempt, to see you drown Life, it scares, and that's it.
2.
When 6 was 5 03:13
You say we were way better when we were worse at least we knew where we were going trains were on time women knew their place we knew where we were going we knew who we were eyes veiled by the flag we marched ears deafened by the trumpets of war we fought and lost we had an empire oversea (fuled by pride and the spite of beggars) we died for things we couldn't see (and we think that freedom is a heavy weight to bear) when he was alive we knew that 6 was 5 just because he told so just because he told so and no place for doubts (x2) we had food on the table we were shining and bright we lived a dream of conformity bandaged in the black shirt no matter if we had no mercy the price of our numbness was death and we still think that freedom is a fucking heavy weight to bear when he was alive we knew that 6 was 5 just because he told so just because he told so and no place for doubts (x2)
3.
Wishlist 03:31
How fast can you run? Will you shake responsibility off? Or will you stop to face it? And how hard can you fight? When your friends are getting married and your classmates are getting pregnant why does time seem suspended? Are you the only one awaiting the turning point? A Peter Pan in baggy clothes a clumsy clone of the best of you was this a choice? Or just the flow of the days brought you to this shore from where you watch the routine slowly unraveling? oh, childish onlooker sense of guilt keeps you warm great expectations years spent planning the years to come years that came, and were so different from what you thought better, or worse? Or just different, just original? So, tell me, who is better? You, with a stained t-shirt and a grasp of lasting dreams or that puppet in suit and tie slave to himself, to his plans surrendering to a stronger stream or that hysterical parody of a self-made woman bilious, hating and repressed? Look: if you still can bear to watch your reflection in the mirror you're right, so goddamn right great expectations years spent planning the years to come years that came, and were so different from what you thought better, or worse? Or just different, just original?
4.
Sometimes I find myself thinking That the day will never come This night will last forever The sun will never shine again Oppressed by this sensation Made numb and apathetic An alarm clock raping your head Is not enough to wake the dead Too many times I wake up With everyone else sleeping Too many dawns I’ve seen alone They don’t touch me any more I’m sick of rising sun That pastel colours are dead for me They are the waste that’s going on I’m sick of rising sun It’s pointing and mocking me It’s the point I’m missing May I have light, sir? Can I have some more? Got to charge the batteries I’m running out of love Too many times I wake up Cursing myself and all the world Too many nights cloistered at home I can’t remember any more How many days I wake up The only car in the streets The only pair of open eyes Is this real or just a dream? I’m sick of rising sun That pastel colours are dead for me They are the waste that’s going on I’m sick of rising sun It’s pointing and mocking me It’s the point I’m missing
5.
Ice cold 03:20
somewhere I still have feelings they're well hidden, wanna keep them safe I know their name, what a shame they're far from your eyes calculating, turn on my cynical mode one plus one makes two plus you makes a whole so let's move, reasonable odds to win the pot I got them, time to play this is not the way things are supposed to work you told me once that “falling in love is like being drunk” well, I'm sober, fucking sober can't remember how's the taste Been way far from being sincere but words have so much meanings just like silences, like omissions misleading fillings of this angry days Wondering, how did I get so detached? When did I forget how to let me go? When did life turn into equations? I'm not that romantic, after all I must be pathetic, lost my ethics for a while so clumsy, apparently cool, partly clown I'm taking it seriously, telling jokes hands in the pocket, head miles away don't know what to say, can't translate it even if I fully realize the meaning of your words you told me once I was the last of romantics are you sure I'm not the first of fools? Wondering, how did I get so detached? I'm not that romantic, after all somewhere I still have feelings they're well hidden, wanna keep them safe
6.
This is not making sense this must be a joke all this people dying to catch a reflection of the stars shining in the heaven of this crappy fake re-enactment of the life that seems too boring to be fucking plainly lived and they run, they run to get their faces in the big machine and they smile, they smile to sneak into the pit where lies just fit where shit is sold as solid gold and everyone is famous for doing fucking useless horseshit and being quite ok about it 'cause all the world would be staring at them, adoring frantically the V.I.P. This is the world we live this is the place where I'm born where to check that you're existing you need filmed proof you're still breathing when life comes through the others' eyes dead must be working 9 to 5 and there's no shit that's left for giving for those who sweat their living so they run, they run to get their faces in the big machine so they smile, they smile to sneak into the pit where lies just fit forgetting every step they make is taped and every breath they take is saved that all their lives are stored in some place all those days of stupid rat race lay in hard drives, DVDs, for guards to see. CCTV, funny indeed.

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released February 18, 2013

This record is 100% DIY.

sound engineer #1: Matteo Fioretto
sound engineer #2: Giacomo Santini
mixing guys: Matteo Fioretto & Giacomo Santini
mastering guy: Matteo Fioretto
cover artist: Cosimo Miorelli
graphic designer: Andrea Saccavini
photographer: Tina Carletti

Music and lyrics by Heroes Die Too.
All songs recorded @ FreezinInWinter Studios, Castellerio (UD) and The Nest Studios, Pradamano (UD) by Heroes Die Too, except for ghost drums, recorded by Paolo Crimi.

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